I know it’s only April but I really was hoping that the snow would just stop already. The high 60s one day then into the teens the next is really messing with my internals. And where is that sun??? I am a summer person. I always have been so why do I stay here in Michigan you ask??? Well, family, of course. And I guess I do like spring and fall, I just don’t like cold and snowy.
I’ve been really depressed lately and the weather doesn’t help the matter. Last year at this time I weighed 50 lbs less than I do right now and I don’t know how that happened. I was 50 lbs lighter through the summer too. It was only about September that I started putting on the pounds weekly. So what changed… my activity. Well my activity always changes during the winter but I have NEVER gained 50 lbs because of it. And it seems that no mailer what I do I just can’t lose the weight.
I’ve actually been trying since January with older Herbalife shakes I used a couple years ago, they do have really good shakes but it didn’t work for me. I still use the shakes as a breakfast meal replacement sometimes because of all the vitamins but that’s about all I get from it.
Next I tried the Xyngular system which made me feel like I was gonna die. Their xyng made my heart race like nothing else and I got the jitters and sweats. It was awful. There is another product that just makes you poop. That’s what it’s supposed to do and that worked. But no matter how much or how often I just couldn’t lose any weight or inches. My “Coach” told me that’s not possible. After that comment I gave up. It was clearly possible in my eyes. I must not have followed the plan, she said… I did follow the plan I said…
So, now I’m getting ready to start Plexus. I have a friend who I’ve watched this work for so, we’ll see. I can’t keep going like this as the weight keeps coming. I feel like I’m going to explode soon.
I did make a doctors appointment last month but the wait was 3 months…crazy so I’ve got 2 months to go now…I’m looking forward too documenting my journey and seeing what the doctor has to say.
Midday Murmurs 